I type this and reflect on our Kylie turning 5 yesterday but today the day after is always a bit bittersweet for me. It is the day we were told she was abandoned at the SWI. I am always a bit sad today as I think of her birthmother and family in China making the heart wrenching decision to abandoned our beautiful daughter at the gates of the SWI. Birthdays are suppose to be celebratory but I always reflect on the day after more then on her BIRTHday......Can we even imagine what our Dear daughter's China families went thru to give us our beautiful children? I will always be SO grateful to have been given such a beautiful little girl for whose birthparents brought her into this world so that her Momma and Daddy in Montana could love her and make her the person she is suppose to be.
(Well we're at least trying as hard as we can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Oh well just typing out loud here.
Way too much time thinking on my couch I guess.
Off to find my beautiful new FIVE year old and tell her how much I love her!
LOVE Kylie's momma FOREVER!
2 comments:
That brought tears to my eyes. I always think about Shea's birthparents on her birthday. I can't imagine how hard it was to leave her, but will be forever grateful.
Dana
I know exactly what you mean, on Cody's birthday I started thinking about what it would have been like to have Jaiden living in my womb for 9 months and then have to let her go...it would have been impossible. I hope the birth mothers of our daughters have a special place in heaven.
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